Monday, April 27, 2009

I want baby #2

I want to have another baby so bad, it's getting to me. I so miss being pregnant. There's this chick who's blog I've been following & she's pregnant again ALREADY. Her baby is only 5 months. At first she wanted to get pregnant back when her baby was 3 months, then she said she wants to focus on her career, and now she's pregnant, and doesn't seem to thrilled. It's just weird how people who have it all, house, $$$, etc don't always get what they want, but folks who are young struggling, living in an apartment, don't have much , get the babies.
Go figure.
I guess it'll happen in God's time.

Monday, April 6, 2009

My cousin

My cousin is pregnant.
Though I'm happy for her, because this is her first.
I'm also thinking to myself, I wish I were pregnant too.
Now I know if I never had my baby, I would be crazy jelouse enraged etc....
But I'm happy.
Now she did tell me a couple of months ago, she's not ready for kids, doesn't want any right now, but her husband does. I guess she gave into the pressure & since everyone else is having babies might as well she does too right...

Of course I'm hating on how QUICK & EASY it was for her, and others to get pregnant.
I mean she just got off the pills.
Anyway's I wish her a good pregnancy..