tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13465573849306089312023-06-20T05:34:47.861-07:00baby#2On our journey to create baby #2Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.comBlogger31125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-18554243677262759092009-11-28T12:08:00.000-08:002009-11-28T12:10:45.202-08:00+++I craved in to the pressure of peeing on a stick today, and it was postive.<br />This has been an interesting journey.<br />Here's to a happy healthy pregnancy and birth to my new little peanut.Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-70837979771541527712009-11-24T15:18:00.000-08:002009-11-24T15:19:40.690-08:00To pee or not to pee that is the ?Those pregnancy tests that say pregnant, or not pregnant aren't fun.<br />The ones that are fun are the ones where you have to search for a line.<br />People even break the tests open to search for that line.<br />LOL<br />I know I did once, or twice.<br />I'm on 5dpo I know it's too early so I've decided not to pee on a stick.<br />I'm holding out till Dec 2nd.<br />This is really really hard.Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-50116299881519102342009-11-22T19:41:00.000-08:002009-11-22T19:44:48.282-08:00That darn fluLooking back why did my husband & I both have the flu during our ovulation time.<br />Doing research online they were talking about sperm production can be down because of fever.<br />What are the odds that we are trying, and we both get a 24 hr bug through or system. Not 1 week flu, not 2 week flu. A 24 hour bug, when we are trying to conceive.<br />Doesn't that suck, it's like someone is saying it's not meant to be this time,<br />OR<br />And I do like this one better, since we tried so hard while we were sick we will make it happen.<br />If you believe you will receive.Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-24055295461308748062009-11-22T19:39:00.000-08:002009-11-22T19:41:09.014-08:00Crampy CrampyI've been having crazy period cramps, and I'm only on day 3dpo.<br />Now I've had that with my 2 pregnancy's too.<br />What's up with that.<br />Of course I think I'm pregnant.Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-38674989530113596802009-11-20T20:00:00.000-08:002009-11-20T20:29:12.137-08:00Pee on a Stick SyndromeI'm obsessed with peeing on a stick.<br />I did it, knowing that I probably just ovulated, if I even ovulated.<br />I did it with a OPK test which was +.<br />Is something wrong with me or what???<br />So I am going to wait till December 2nd to test. Yes you heard me RIGHT! AHHH that's 12 days away. Well the Thanksgiving Holiday will get my mind off of it. But when I get back I know I will want to test.<br />I'll write on my blog to help me through this therapy.<br />Anyways the worst part is that I could've sworn I saw a postive line for the pregnancy test. <span style="color:#ff6666;"><em>My imagination just amazes me sometimes.</em></span>Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-66259514788291383442009-11-20T19:57:00.000-08:002009-11-20T20:00:33.235-08:00OvulationI have had 5 postive in a row OPK+'s.<br />Of course I think I will have twins right. Haha<br />Well apparently I had a 24 hr bug, and since my body was sick I didn't ovulate when it thought I would ovulate so my tempeture spiked up, then went back down, and now it's up again. So I think I ovulated yesterday.<br />That egg sure did want to come out.<br />I hope it got fertilized and is working its way down to implantation, and cells are dividing.<br />YEAH!!!Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-76485717330051197032009-11-14T16:41:00.000-08:002009-11-14T16:42:18.220-08:00TylenolGreat I think Tylenol has affected my ovulation<br /><br />Something in the back of my mind told me not to take it, but I've had headaches all week.<br /><br />I feel so upset about this.Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-60435357472021490682009-11-14T16:05:00.001-08:002009-11-14T16:09:19.568-08:00A prayer for baby #2My body seemed like it wanted to skip ovulation. I've been having ovulation pain, but no egg white fluid & no positive opk.<br />What's the deal.<br />I'm going to update this blog more because all sorts of things are going through my head about baby #2.<br />I want it so bad. I thought I would ovulate this weekend. I guess I was stressed a litte this week.<br />I wonder what I could do to make myself ovulate.<br />Mmmmm<br />I'll start with a small prayer.<br /><br />God please allow me to get pregnant again this year and deliver a healthy baby next year.<br />We would love to be the parents of two beautiful babies next year.<br /><br />Thank You LordBabyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-47796360594811387422009-11-07T23:31:00.000-08:002009-11-07T23:34:43.258-08:00All is good in the hoodYou know I was reading on the internet.<br />Searching for clues about sperm morphology.<br />And I read about other people getting discourged and finally they got pregnant.<br />I read it again too.<br />And hey that's what happened to me.<br />Not once but twice.<br />It's possible.<br />You just have to keep trying is what one poster says.<br />I know we can do this because you can do all things through Christ. Yes indeed.<br />So we may take a little longer than the average Jo-Blow.<br />But it WILL HAPPEN!Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-7248275224382532482009-11-01T09:53:00.000-08:002009-11-01T09:56:37.326-08:00Go MeI have a heart that is not filled with jealousy or envy.<br />More & More bloggers are getting pregnant. As I wait for my turn.<br />But when I read a title of a post, and thought something bad would happen to this first time mom, I stopped and said please Lord don't let her have to go through what I just went through.<br />I do have a heart for other people.<br />Go Me.<br />I'm HEALING YEAH!!!!!!!!Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-62309664257228138242009-10-28T19:22:00.000-07:002009-10-28T19:23:34.093-07:00Bad day todayLet's just say today was a really bad day. I felt like BREAKING SOMETHING AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHBabyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-9441562498503459762009-10-25T10:32:00.000-07:002009-10-25T10:37:34.911-07:00Can start nowWell I ovulated, and now am waiting for my period. <br />Did we try this cycle.<br />Of course we tried this cycle.<br />The doctor said wait till I gett my period before trying.<br />I didn't wait.<br />I took a pregnancy test, it said negative.<br />I think I have spotting, like all the way up in there.<br />I knew that ovulation was coming when I saw the egg white fluid, thank you God.<br />And tested and finally got positive on the ovulation test.<br />I'm back in business.<br />So yeah we tried.<br />I thought I would be happy either way, if I get my period, or if we get pregnant.<br />But honestly seeing that "not pregnant" sign on the pregnancy test gave me a low feeling.<br />I was upset about it.<br />So my period is due with in the next 2 days.<br />I'm still taking my temp.<br />If it doesn't come by thursday I will test again.<br />I feel stupid for waisting one test away, when I was "only" on cycle day 9.<br /><br />But the good news is that my body is back in business!!!!<br /><br />Hopefully PROGRESS SOONBabyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-15184978684583716662009-10-11T19:17:00.000-07:002009-10-11T19:19:51.355-07:00BabiesMy cousin had her baby, my sister n law is 5 months pregnant.<br />I am happy for them.<br />But sad for me.<br />There's a knot in the back of my throat, and I can't breathe sometimes thinking about it.<br />Where's my pregnancy.<br />I want to be pregnant with a healthy baby, deliver a healthy baby.<br />How can I be happy for them, and sad for me at the same time.<br />I am blessed to have my big boy.<br />I truly truly am blessed.<br />But we do want a BIG family.<br />I want at least 4 kids.<br />I'm an only child, and I don't want my child to grow up lonely like I did.<br /><br />Please Lord bless us with a big family.Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-26710005667183894932009-09-28T18:10:00.000-07:002009-09-28T18:14:14.926-07:00I'm not one of them :(I wish I would soon be finding out what I'm going to have, what my baby would be, boy or girl? So many other women I know are.<br />It brought tears to my eyes reading a blog post about it, finding out this weekend what my sister-n-law is going to have.<br />Knowing I'm not one yet.<br />I will just appreciate what I got<br />I so want to cry, I think I willBabyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-91192549068688432572009-09-25T10:32:00.000-07:002009-09-25T10:33:55.295-07:00I can breathe againI can breathe again.<br />That pain I once had is OVER<br />I can accept that other women are pregnant and that I am not<br />Yeah I'm still a little disappointed, but this is not a game, and I know my day will COME!!!Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-31003181753340080942009-09-23T19:10:00.001-07:002009-09-23T19:11:03.649-07:00Power of prayerEverything we pray for we get.<br />God is a GREAT GREAT God.<br />He works all miracles.<br />I know we will deliver a healthy baby soon.<br />I can feel it.Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-14092222399947471962009-09-23T19:08:00.000-07:002009-09-23T19:09:46.131-07:00And so it stops...The bleeding finally stopped today. I do feel some cramping though so we will see.Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-62691638649037979522009-09-18T20:48:00.000-07:002009-09-18T20:51:44.965-07:00I'm not gonna lieI'm not gonna lie.<br />It hurts so much knowing that people are pregnant with the 2nd child, and I'm not<br />It hurts so much knowing people are pregnant and I'm not<br />I so wanna cry................<br /><br />I am getting better at loving my son & appreciating what the Lord has given us.<br />We are so so so fortunate.<br />But it doesn't stop the tears from falling................Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-33273166393557510062009-09-16T19:34:00.000-07:002009-09-16T19:37:55.129-07:00September 2ndOn our 3rd anniversary I found out I had a missed miscarriage. Bilated Ovum was what I had.<br />I guess God was saying something's not right with this baby & I need to take him back.<br />I cried twice.<br />Am depressed everyday. Just because of my selfish ways of wanting a baby so bad.<br />My pregnancy test still shows up positive. I'm still bleeding from my medicine.<br />It's been 2 weeks today. <br />I don't want a D&C. I'll wait another 2 weeks, then I may have to have one.<br />I don't want to go under.<br />Did I mention I'm suffering from depression. I'm sad about my life. I want a bunch of kids to love me and call me mommy.<br />I want playmates at home for my little one.<br />I still have faith in the Lord & know he will bless us plentifullyBabyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-80940701090114165572009-07-14T19:39:00.000-07:002009-07-14T19:40:54.845-07:00GOD is an excellent GODThe Lord has blessed us with a pregnancy.<br />I will continue to worship him & read his word.<br />He has been so good to us.<br />Thank You Lord.Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-57314231293519437772009-07-12T21:33:00.000-07:002009-07-12T21:37:11.081-07:00I'm tired...I'm tired of hearing people say "I'm pregnant again"<br />Yes these women get pregnant & pregnant & pregnant.<br />While I sit here and wait for my turn.<br />It is sad and depressing.<br />My uterus aches for a baby.<br />I believe I will be getting my period soon, my temp dropped significantly.<br />I want to have another baby so bad. Just to be pregnant again.<br />I'll pray for this<br /><br />On a side note, I was around pregnant family members this weekend celebrating my son's 1st birthday, and I wasn't sad or depressed. I was happy for them being pregnant with their 1st baby.<br /><br />My son will have 2 cousins to play with.<br /><br />My uterus is still achching for a baby.<br /><br />"Please God bless my husband and I with a beautiful healthy baby in the next couple of weeks,<br /><br />Amen"Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-32007713232741669952009-07-07T19:52:00.001-07:002009-07-07T19:53:44.975-07:00Still Waiting...I'm 4 days past ovulation, I hope I'm pregnant.Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-9026172311449960612009-06-27T21:20:00.000-07:002009-06-27T21:23:48.358-07:00Will this trick work again?I know I'm destined to be the mommy of 4. <br />So I'm just waiting, and waiting, and waiting, month after month.<br />One of the tricks that I believe helped me last time, is holding other people's baby.<br />Have you ever tried it? You should.<br />I've held 1 new born (she was a premy too) & 1 one year old.<br />Both girls.<br />Is that a sign.....<br />We will have to wait & seeBabyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-31935232710860065632009-06-27T21:18:00.001-07:002009-06-27T21:20:35.840-07:00Everyone around me is getting.....It's that time of year again...When everyone becomes pregnant.<br />The latest person is my sister-n-law, who clamis to not be trying. My husbands brother told him. Oddly enough my husband said he didn't sound all that happy. I bet she is.<br />Now is not the time to be envious or a "hater." I need to be congratulating & happy.<br />So there will be 2 pregnant ladies at my sons birthday party, remember my cousin is pregnant also.Babyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1346557384930608931.post-31750254983129564812009-06-15T16:09:00.000-07:002009-06-15T16:21:21.230-07:00God Blesses Us AllI can remember the fustraction & relief I felt when we found out there was a flaw in the mophology of some of my husbands sperm.<br />I was relieved that something wasn't wrong with me, because I thought there was.<br />Then I was fustrated because of those bad sperm. I was a mean wife taking it out on him. I think I got so baby hungry I didn't know what else to do. But alas I got pregnant 14 short months later.<br />I have to keep reminding myself that God has a plan. His plan for you may be different his plan for others.<br />It "WILL" happen when the time is rightBabyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04812111950775271234noreply@blogger.com0