GOD is an excellent GOD

The Lord has blessed us with a pregnancy.
I will continue to worship him & read his word.
He has been so good to us.
Thank You Lord.

I'm tired...

I'm tired of hearing people say "I'm pregnant again"
Yes these women get pregnant & pregnant & pregnant.
While I sit here and wait for my turn.
It is sad and depressing.
My uterus aches for a baby.
I believe I will be getting my period soon, my temp dropped significantly.
I want to have another baby so bad. Just to be pregnant again.
I'll pray for this

On a side note, I was around pregnant family members this weekend celebrating my son's 1st birthday, and I wasn't sad or depressed. I was happy for them being pregnant with their 1st baby.

My son will have 2 cousins to play with.

My uterus is still achching for a baby.

"Please God bless my husband and I with a beautiful healthy baby in the next couple of weeks,

Amen"

Still Waiting...

I'm 4 days past ovulation, I hope I'm pregnant.

Will this trick work again?

I know I'm destined to be the mommy of 4.
So I'm just waiting, and waiting, and waiting, month after month.
One of the tricks that I believe helped me last time, is holding other people's baby.
Have you ever tried it? You should.
I've held 1 new born (she was a premy too) & 1 one year old.
Both girls.
Is that a sign.....
We will have to wait & see

Everyone around me is getting.....

It's that time of year again...When everyone becomes pregnant.
The latest person is my sister-n-law, who clamis to not be trying. My husbands brother told him. Oddly enough my husband said he didn't sound all that happy. I bet she is.
Now is not the time to be envious or a "hater." I need to be congratulating & happy.
So there will be 2 pregnant ladies at my sons birthday party, remember my cousin is pregnant also.

God Blesses Us All

I can remember the fustraction & relief I felt when we found out there was a flaw in the mophology of some of my husbands sperm.
I was relieved that something wasn't wrong with me, because I thought there was.
Then I was fustrated because of those bad sperm. I was a mean wife taking it out on him. I think I got so baby hungry I didn't know what else to do. But alas I got pregnant 14 short months later.
I have to keep reminding myself that God has a plan. His plan for you may be different his plan for others.
It "WILL" happen when the time is right

Luteal Phase

I'm not taking my temp during this phase. I know ovulation occured & I'm just going to cross my fingers & wait it out...