+++

I craved in to the pressure of peeing on a stick today, and it was postive.
This has been an interesting journey.
Here's to a happy healthy pregnancy and birth to my new little peanut.

To pee or not to pee that is the ?

Those pregnancy tests that say pregnant, or not pregnant aren't fun.
The ones that are fun are the ones where you have to search for a line.
People even break the tests open to search for that line.
LOL
I know I did once, or twice.
I'm on 5dpo I know it's too early so I've decided not to pee on a stick.
I'm holding out till Dec 2nd.
This is really really hard.

That darn flu

Looking back why did my husband & I both have the flu during our ovulation time.
Doing research online they were talking about sperm production can be down because of fever.
What are the odds that we are trying, and we both get a 24 hr bug through or system. Not 1 week flu, not 2 week flu. A 24 hour bug, when we are trying to conceive.
Doesn't that suck, it's like someone is saying it's not meant to be this time,
OR
And I do like this one better, since we tried so hard while we were sick we will make it happen.
If you believe you will receive.

Crampy Crampy

I've been having crazy period cramps, and I'm only on day 3dpo.
Now I've had that with my 2 pregnancy's too.
What's up with that.
Of course I think I'm pregnant.

Pee on a Stick Syndrome

I'm obsessed with peeing on a stick.
I did it, knowing that I probably just ovulated, if I even ovulated.
I did it with a OPK test which was +.
Is something wrong with me or what???
So I am going to wait till December 2nd to test. Yes you heard me RIGHT! AHHH that's 12 days away. Well the Thanksgiving Holiday will get my mind off of it. But when I get back I know I will want to test.
I'll write on my blog to help me through this therapy.
Anyways the worst part is that I could've sworn I saw a postive line for the pregnancy test. My imagination just amazes me sometimes.

Ovulation

I have had 5 postive in a row OPK+'s.
Of course I think I will have twins right. Haha
Well apparently I had a 24 hr bug, and since my body was sick I didn't ovulate when it thought I would ovulate so my tempeture spiked up, then went back down, and now it's up again. So I think I ovulated yesterday.
That egg sure did want to come out.
I hope it got fertilized and is working its way down to implantation, and cells are dividing.
YEAH!!!

Tylenol

Great I think Tylenol has affected my ovulation

Something in the back of my mind told me not to take it, but I've had headaches all week.

I feel so upset about this.

A prayer for baby #2

My body seemed like it wanted to skip ovulation. I've been having ovulation pain, but no egg white fluid & no positive opk.
What's the deal.
I'm going to update this blog more because all sorts of things are going through my head about baby #2.
I want it so bad. I thought I would ovulate this weekend. I guess I was stressed a litte this week.
I wonder what I could do to make myself ovulate.
Mmmmm
I'll start with a small prayer.

God please allow me to get pregnant again this year and deliver a healthy baby next year.
We would love to be the parents of two beautiful babies next year.

Thank You Lord

All is good in the hood

You know I was reading on the internet.
Searching for clues about sperm morphology.
And I read about other people getting discourged and finally they got pregnant.
I read it again too.
And hey that's what happened to me.
Not once but twice.
It's possible.
You just have to keep trying is what one poster says.
I know we can do this because you can do all things through Christ. Yes indeed.
So we may take a little longer than the average Jo-Blow.
But it WILL HAPPEN!

Go Me

I have a heart that is not filled with jealousy or envy.
More & More bloggers are getting pregnant. As I wait for my turn.
But when I read a title of a post, and thought something bad would happen to this first time mom, I stopped and said please Lord don't let her have to go through what I just went through.
I do have a heart for other people.
Go Me.
I'm HEALING YEAH!!!!!!!!